I don't want to go to church

I don't want your sacrament I don't want your prayer I don't want your testimony I don't want your verse I don't want your hymn or song I don't want to dress up in sundays best I don't want to be like all the rest I don't want your blessing I don't want your god or Jesus or holy ghost. They never did a thing for me. I don't want to talk about it I don't want to shake your hand and smile and be your friend just because we belong to the same church I don't want to hear you contradicting, incomplete, hopeful and faith based beliefs. I don't want anymore brainwashing or watch you enjoy being brainwashed I don't want to see you put all your chips in on this losing hand I don't want to abide by your standards because they are not mine